new screen name

I got a new screen name for AIM. I forgot my old password because I never had to enter it. I'm bummed.

AIM: rottingouttt

IM ME

missin' people

Does anybody ever hang out anymore? I've been so bored lately. A lot of people have moved/gone away, and that bums me out. But I don't think I have any right to be upset. I'm happy for all my friends who are doing what they want to do, where they want to be. I just misss themmm!!! 

a list with pictures of people I miss/times I miss:

Eric, Cameron, Richie, and Willy. I don't see these boys very much, but they should know that I love them. PSC2!

Sam Weir in DC with Baltimore friends. I miss playing in that band, meeting new people, and just hanging out with everybody.

Back row: Renee, Kaitlin, Nina. Front row: Lauren, myself, Sarah.

Lady friends, I miss you.

other news: 

Went to Syracuse on Wednesday for the first band practice with Jay Trovato, Mike Marr, and Petey Big Moves. I'm playing bass, and I'm really excited. It's like a Jimmy Eat World/Archers of Loaf/Hot Water Music mix with some rocky parts. I'm into it. Most importantly, though, I'm pumped to (hopefully) become better friends with all these dudes. With living in Rochester, and them living in Syracuse, we don't hang much so it'll be fun when we do. I hope this band works out!

Phil said that this reminds him of me. It's from a site called fmylife.com. Whenever I'm feeling down I look at this site. Never fails to cheer me up.

the scenario...

"Today, I stayed home, sick in bed. I had been sleeping on my arms. I got up quickly to grab the phone. My numb left arm rocketed and punched me in the (now cut) lip, which threw me off balance, making me smash my (now bloody) nose off the headboard. It was a telemarketer. FML"

aaahahaha I'm the clumsiest person ever! 

I get to go to United Blood this year! Looking forward to get away and travel a bit. I love road trips more than anything. Kate rules and has booked the hotel and everything. I'm like a little school girl. 

responsibility and rearranging

From now on I am going to be where I want, when I want, and with who I want. I'm only responsible for myself and in turn my own happiness and content. I'm done being miserable and apathetic. I'm beginning to think loneliness is a never ending feeling, so I'll just have to learn to deal with it.  

Other than that, I need to save money in hopes of ever moving out. I like it here at home, but I'm getting an itch for something new, and I have a feeling a hair cut and new shoes won't cut it this time. I'd really like it if the gig with Trevor and Kaitlin works out. That would be really awesome, but who knows. Allison has first dibs, and who knows if Trevor is even going to stay at that house. Regardless, I'm looking for roommates. Interested?

I'm also only drinking water this week.

listen to Robert Johnson's King Of The Delta Blues Singers Vol. 2

Seriously, get into it.

first?

So I've hopped on the bandwagon and now have a blog. Maybe I'll actually use it? I have a livejournal, but haven't posted in forever. This just seems more personal, like it's actually mine.

I guess I'm gonna play around with this a bit. Welcome to my life.